NURturing deSirE

Adult Nursing Books by Frank Gray

Three books, and every way to have them.

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    A Drop

    A Milk Drop: an essay, free, any time.

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    A Sip

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  3. 3

    A Suckle

    The whole book, as a download: $6.99 or $9.99.

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  4. 4

    The Nightstand

    The book in print, or a hardcover signed by Frank, to keep on your nightstand as a trusted reference.

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NURturing deSirE

A Playful Guide to Adult Nursing Relationships

The playful, practical guide: the latch, the bond, the boundaries, and four rituals to close.

Sip No. 1, on the house

Sip No. 1, on the house: the welcome and Chapter 1, The Lowdown on Latching, typeset like the book, in your inbox.

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Digital PDF

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The full 2026 edition, delivered the moment you buy

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Paperback

$12.99 on Amazon

6″ × 9″ · 110 pages on cream paper

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Hardcover

$19.99 on Amazon

6″ × 9″ · 110 pages on cream paper

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Signed & Inscribed

$35 limited availability

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The Memory of Milk

Origin Molecules, Intimacy, and the Biology of Return

The biology beneath the feeling: origin molecules, the body’s first language, and the way back.

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Paperback

$18.99 on Amazon

6″ × 9″ · 233 pages

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Hardcover

$27.99 on Amazon

6″ × 9″ · 233 pages

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Signed & Inscribed

$45 limited availability

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A NURturing deSirE Novel

The Long Letdown

A love story told after dark: care and consent, and the body’s oldest way of letting go.

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Chapter 1, The Body Forgets, in your inbox.

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$15.99 on Amazon

6″ × 9″ · 220 pages

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Signed & Inscribed

$40 limited availability

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Sips

One chapter at a time. Each Sip is a single chapter from one of the books, $2.99, yours in a minute, and each comes with $3 off any full book. Sip No. 1 is on the house. Read the opening lines of every Sip →

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Feeds

Three Sips that belong together, in one sitting: $4.99 for the three (they’re $2.99 each on their own). What’s in each Feed →

The First Night, a Feed: three Sips

A Feed

The First Night

  1. The Milk of Kindness
  2. Udderly Emotional
  3. Tools of the Trade

34 pages · $4.99

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The Long Game, a Feed: three Sips

A Feed

The Long Game

  1. Milk It for All It’s Worth
  2. Growing Together
  3. Variations

43 pages · $4.99

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The Science, a Feed: three Sips

A Feed

The Science

  1. The First Language
  2. Origin Molecules
  3. The Crib and the Cosmos

56 pages · $4.99

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The Body’s Return, a Feed: three Sips

A Feed

The Body’s Return

  1. The Gut as a Resonant Archive
  2. Ritual as Signal
  3. The Dyad

81 pages · $4.99

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Reader Notes

Great insight and an easy read to help guide you on your journey!

Great info from latching, bonding and navigating challenges this had a lot of useful info. Loved the useful Tools and FAQ's. Give it a read you wont be disappointed!

— So Cal Rob, on Amazon · NURturing deSirE

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The Art

Seven works from the world of NURturing deSirE — Ambrosia, Incandescence, Gravity and Grace, and the rest — in a gallery of their own.

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